Self Portrait Diaries: November 2023

Lately, my mind has been tired. My body has been tired. I’ve been teaching too many Yoga classes and doing too many photoshoots. I’m happy and blessed to be doing what I love, yet we can all reach states of burnout, even when it’s filled with passion and gratitude. Despite my full heart, my cup feels quite empty.

Creative and entrepreneurial pursuits aren’t glamorous. It’s a grind that’s caused me to sacrifice in more areas of my life than I’d like to admit. But I’m doing it. I’m proud of myself, and I’m trying not to feel guilty or egoic for saying that. Why is it so hard to be proud of ourselves? Why is it so hard to give ourselves grace?

I’m not a “formally” studied or trained photographer. All I’ve done is put my heart and soul into this craft for a few years and kept my mind open to the possibilities. In the next couple weeks, I have photography jobs in four different cities.

This week, I was nominated for best yoga teacher in Charlotte by Queen City Nerve. “Best” yoga teacher sounds like a strange idea to assign to anybody in the first place — but it’s an honor nonetheless. Because honestly, we’re just getting started. Tip of the iceberg. I’m going to put my heart and soul into this stuff for as long as I live.

Self portraits made with love, always.